Life after hate

In January of 2018, DaShawn Horne was the victim of a brutal, racially-motivated, unprovoked hate crime. After meeting a woman at a Seattle, Washington nightclub, he went home with her to spend the night. The next morning, as he was leaving the home to get into his Lyft, the woman’s brother attacked him. In the moments immediately following the beating, the attacker recorded a video on his cell phone.

“Homie. Get the f-ck up, homie,” rasped the voice behind the iPhone camera, as if the person speaking just exhausted his voice screaming.

DaShawn Horne rests in his new bedroom on the first floor shortly after arriving home from spending 103 nights at Harborview Medical Center, on Thursday, May 3, 2018, in Auburn. (Photo by Megan Farmer/KUOW/GroundTruth)
Cards and flowers fill a windowsill next to the small cot where LaDonna Horne slept for weeks on Thursday, March 15, 2018, in her son DaShawn Horne’s room at Harborview Medical Center in Seattle. “The outpour was just pure love,” LaDonna said. “Strangers from all over. I didn’t know any of these people, but we’re friends now.” (Photo by Megan Farmer/KUOW/GroundTruth)

The video showed 26-year-old DaShawn, lying face down on a pile of rocks, unconscious, blood streaming down his face.

“That’s what happens to these n————rs out here, huh,” 18-year-old Julian Tuimauga continued, his voice ratcheting up with intensity. “THAT’S WHAT HAPPENS TO YOU N————RS OUT HERE, BOY.”

LaDonna Horne stands next to her son, DaShawn Horne, in his hospital room on Thursday, March 15, 2018, at Harborview Medical Center in Seattle. Surgeons removed part of DaShawn’s skull to relieve the pressure and to drain the blood clotting around his brain. The operation left a dent on the left side of his head. (Photo by Megan Farmer/KUOW/GroundTruth)
LaDonna Horne, center, holds a candle during a healing and justice vigil for her son, DaShawn Horne, on Saturday, February 3, 2018, outside of the hospital at Harborview Park in Seattle. (Photo by Megan Farmer/KUOW/GroundTruth)

From the side of the frame, the weapon Tuimauga used to beat DaShawn over the head within an inch of his life appeared: a 32-inch aluminum baseball bat. Police thought they were responding to a homicide. But when they arrived, DaShawn was still breathing.

A picture of DaShawn Horne holding his son Deion is taped to a poster on the wall of his hospital room on Friday, April 13, 2018, at Harborview Medical Center in Seattle. (Photo by Megan Farmer/KUOW/GroundTruth)
LaDonna Horne becomes emotional after one of the first times that her son, DaShawn Horne, made a sound on Thursday, March 15, 2018, at Harborview Medical Center in Seattle. Three days later, DaShawn spoke words that could be understood. (Photo by Megan Farmer/KUOW/GroundTruth)

The attack itself lasted a matter of minutes, but left DaShawn in a coma at Harborview Medical Center in Seattle for six weeks. He suffered a traumatic brain injury and had to relearn everything he once knew, including how to walk and how to talk. He underwent multiple surgeries, including a craniectomy, meaning that a portion of his skull was removed to relieve the pressure on his brain. He lost his sense of taste and smell and suffered from aphasia, a communication disorder that impairs the ability to process language and express speech. Occasionally, DaShawn would call people by names that weren’t theirs. Or he’d see someone in the hallway he thought he knew, but had never met. After spending 103 days in the hospital, he went home to Auburn, Washington.

Over a year and a half later, he’s still recovering.

DaShawn Horne walks with a cane as his physical therapist Trevor Bouten holds him up on Thursday, April 26, 2018, at Harborview Medical Center in Seattle. (Photo by Megan Farmer/KUOW/GroundTruth)
DaShawn Horne practices reading a series of statements during speech therapy on Thursday, April 19, 2018, at Harborview Medical Center in Seattle. (Photo by Megan Farmer/KUOW/GroundTruth)
LaDonna Horne smiles as her son, DaShawn Horne, raises his fist in the air in celebration as he leaves the hospital after 103 days, with the help of his nurse Derek Bergey, on Thursday, May, 3, 2018, at Harborview Medical Center in Seattle. (Photo by Megan Farmer/KUOW/GroundTruth)
DaShawn Horne rests in his newly converted bedroom on the first floor shortly after arriving home from spending 103 days at hospital, at their home in Auburn. DaShawn’s friends had helped move furniture to convert the den into his new bedroom on the first floor. “DaShawn, what year is it?” LaDonna asked. “2010,” DaShawn answered. She corrected him, as she always did: it was May 3, 2018. (Photo by Megan Farmer/KUOW/GroundTruth)

Hate crimes have been on the rise since 2011 in Seattle. In 2017, there were 234-hate motivated assaults in the city, almost double from the previous year. According to the FBI, African-Americans were the most targeted both years. Hate crimes have increased in Washington state as well. Nationally, hate crimes increased by 17 percent in 2017, while Washington saw a 32 percent increase. But after news headlines on hate crimes fade, victims and their families live with their assaults much longer.

LaDonna Horne is reflected in a mirror as she sits on her son DaShawn Horne’s bed after they arrived home from the hospital on Thursday, May 3rd, 2018, at their home in Auburn. “I think I finally just took a deep breath,” LaDonna said, about leaving the hospital. (Photo by Megan Farmer/KUOW/GroundTruth)
Da’Nesha Mitchell, 24, walks with her arm around her brother, DaShawn Horne, after a physical therapy appointment on Wednesday, June 13, 2018, at Harborview Medical Center in Seattle. Da’Nesha came home from Eastern Washington University where she was majoring in psychology to be DaShawn’s full-time caregiver. “It wasn’t a hard decision,” Da’Nesha said about coming home. “I would do anything for my family. And then him, out of all people, he’s always been there for me.” (Photo by Megan Farmer/KUOW/GroundTruth)
Surgeons complete DaShawn Horne’s cranioplasty surgery, where the portion of his skull that was removed in January was returned, on Thursday, June 28, 2018, at Harborview Medical Center in Seattle. His cranial bone was stored in a freezer bank for five months. “He’s constantly in the mirror, trying to figure out what happened to him,” LaDonna said. “I told him we’ll talk about it one day.” Two days before the operation, DaShawn asked LaDonna when the surgery was. “I need to get my new brain because this one isn’t working right,” he told her. He wasn’t getting a new brain, LaDonna told him gently. (Photo by Megan Farmer/KUOW/GroundTruth)
DaShawn Horne kisses his son Deion, now 2, held by his mother Vanessa, on Thursday, July 26, 2018, after playing basketball in front of the Horne’s home in Auburn. (Photo by Megan Farmer/KUOW/GroundTruth)

“Love will always conquer over hate,” DaShawn’s mother, LaDonna Horne, said standing in the middle of the courtroom during Tuimauga’s sentencing. “That is why DaShawn is still here.” She asked for justice for DaShawn.

DaShawn Horne has a CT scan on Wednesday, November 14, 2018, at Harborview Medical Center in Seattle. (Photo by Megan Farmer/KUOW/GroundTruth)
DaShawn Horne looks in the mirror while shaving on Thursday, November 15, 2018, the night before Julian Tuimauga’s sentencing, at his home in Auburn. “What are you going to say in court tomorrow, DaShawn?” LaDonna asked.“I didn’t do it,” he answered. LaDonna, unsure if DaShawn meant this to be a joke, laughed. “No, you didn’t do it,” she said. “What will you say to the young man that did do this to you?” DaShawn answered, “I would ask him why he would do this.” (Photo by Megan Farmer/KUOW/GroundTruth)
A photo copy of a letter that DaShawn wrote to King County Superior Court Judge Julia Garratt is shown on November, 15, 2018, the night before the sentencing of Julian Tuimauga, in Auburn. DaShawn ended the letter by writing, “P.S. I miss my son.” (Photo by Megan Farmer/KUOW/GroundTruth)
DaShawn Horne, center, walks into the courtroom with his mother, LaDonna Horne, right, his mother’s partner Rajah Cooper, second from right, and new caregiver Lynnae Fletcher, second from left, before Tuimauga’s sentencing on Friday, November 16, 2018, at the Maleng Regional Justice Center in Kent. Tuimauga was given the maximum sentence, 13.3 years. Smiling, LaDonna leaned over to DaShawn in the courtroom and whispered, “We won.” (Photo by Megan Farmer/KUOW/GroundTruth)

Judge Julia Garratt of King County Superior Court said that she could empathize with the Tuimauga family in their grief over losing their son to incarceration. “However,” she said, “I must balance that against the impact against Mr. Horne and the prison that he, through no fault of his own, has been locked in since January, and will be locked in for the foreseeable future, if not the remainder of his life.”

She sentenced Tuimauga to the maximum sentence, 13.3 years.

Smiling, LaDonna leaned over to DaShawn and whispered, “We won.”

DaShawn Horne looks into a mirror after having his hair cut for the first time since the attack, by Ed Satterwhite at Salon Edwards on New Years Eve in Federal Way. Afterward, LaDonna recorded a video of DaShawn in the parking lot. He took off his hat and turned in a circle to show it off. A faint scar was visible on the back of his head as he spun. “I’m doing good,” he said, smiling. “You guys see that.” (Photo by Megan Farmer/KUOW/GroundTruth)
DaShawn Horne stands on stage with Bishop Zachary Bruce and his mother, LaDonna Horne, on Sunday, May 19, 2019, at Freedom Church of Seattle on South 125th Street. The night before, DaShawn was in the emergency room after suffering a seizure. On stage, DaShawn repeated ‘praise god’ into the microphone after Bishop Bruce introduced him as his miracle man. (Photo by Megan Farmer/KUOW/GroundTruth)

Photographers Note:

These images were taken over the course of roughly a year and a half. I am still documenting DaShawn’s progress today and I plan to continue.

During a candlelight vigil for DaShawn while he was in a coma, I introduced myself to LaDonna. We exchanged contact information and met a couple of days later to discuss the possibility of me documenting DaShawn’s recovery long term. LaDonna wanted everyone to know exactly what happened to her son and to her family. As a result of that, I never had to justify my presence with them. We were on the same team, with the ultimate goal of sharing the truth of how their lives were abruptly broken wide open. I spent as much time as I could with them.

My goal with these images is to show the reality that hate crime survivors and their families are left with long after the violent attack itself is over. I hoped that the pictures would also speak to the fact that, while DaShawn’s life was forever changed, so were the lives of everyone who loves him.

His mother, LaDonna Horne, who dropped everything to care for her son, slept on a small cot in his hospital room for weeks. His sister, Da’Nesha Mitchell, who came home from Eastern Washington University, where she was majoring in psychology, to be his full-time caregiver. His son Deion, who was too young to understand what had suddenly happened to his father.  This incident rippled outward and impacted an entire community.

At a time when hate crimes are on the rise nationally, I aimed to broaden our conversations to not only consider the incident, but also the aftermath, for survivors of hate, as well as their families.

DaShawn Horne plays basketball with friends, including Isiah Umipig, right, a best friend of DaShawn’s since the sixth grade, on Friday, June 14, 2019, in front of his home in Auburn. (Photo by Megan Farmer/KUOW/GroundTruth)